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Everything is empty. I'm not John Lennon and neither is John Lennon. I don't think there's such things as geniuses. There are not special people. Just people who blow up. Everybody is dirt. Bones and fat. Fucking hell, nobody is special.
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Fuck this
I want to go home
I don't care about school anymore I don't care about shit to be honest I just want to go home and sleep and concentrate on my fucking eating disorder
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Friday night, 9pm...
Going to the gym for the second time today to avoid binge eating.
I
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The Largest Cave in the World.
The largest cave in the world
exists within me.
You can fill it with water
With stone
With bodies
But never
Will it be filled.
For it's vastness
cannot be fathomed.
It will take everything
If you give it anything.
And one day
It will take you,
too.
So promise me
Promise me.
Never enter the cave.
Promise me,
you'll stay away. -
Ok.
"It will be okay," I breathe with tears in my eyes.
Everything ends, even this.
I'll fill myself with something else until then. -
In and Out.
They gave me a piece of paper to sign
Promising I wouldn't kill myself.
They gave me a list of things to do
If I ever feel like reaching
For a bottle
of
Pills.
So I planned a night out with my friends.
And they all decided
to
flake.
I wonder if this is a sign.
That no one cares.
That I am fated
to
be
alone.
That I am fated
to
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There is no joy on Earth
That could reimburse me
For this pain
There is no future
Warm enough to
Outweigh
This coldness
Don't know if
It's worth it
Don't think that
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I get sad and my poems get bad.
I'm empty and artless and dull.