I can put my own self to bed.

[my_derringdo]

When I am cold, I cover myself. When I am hungry, I provide and eat with my own two hands. When I am lonely, a book is companion enough. I like that about myself. Even beyond, I respect that about myself. There are times when others pout, puff out their lips and moan about a lover never had, or a body secured that suddenly snakes away. Warmth can

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[soccerballshage]

i hear self sufficiency is sooo hottt this season

i respect you standing your ground and not getting lost in feelings and shit. you're a trooper. there are a ton of pages i could take out of the "be single and happy" book, but... well... who has time to read when you're getting fucked by a 15 foots dick made out of english papers, design projects, fashion notebooks, and physics mid terms?

MISS YOU! :)

[my_derringdo]

As long as my boy is getting fucked. That's all I could possibly wish for you. I do get lost in "feelings and shit", but I muster everything inside to keep those buzzing emotions pacified. The truth of the matter is that there are very few people who are able to carry and nurture a relationship. Everyone else lets it flop after a month when that high is coming down. I'll let myself run wild when I am truly wild enough about a person. I won't shut myself down, nor will I gladly hand myself to someone on a silver platter. It's all how you look at it. Keep at it kid. Have fun with life and school.

[ilbrantdai]

Hey look who's posting again!

I know, I feel like after being with Matt I haven't been someone to need anyone else, it just seems to happen that way. I believe that if given the fucking chance, I could be pretty independent, haha.

[my_derringdo]

I know you could. We're one in the same Mel. Thanks for hanging out last night. And once again, sorry about the tantalizing pizza, cheesesticks, and sub (not so much the sub since it was gross). Either way, Project Runway blew and we never got hose HILARIOUS, feel good, Mexican Jumping beans we wanted ;)

Love you,
Brad

[ilbrantdai]

Life sucks, and Mexican Jumping Beans aren't always there to comfort you...

...but razor blades are. Chop on!!

I Love you too, Brad. =)
-Mel

[3am_curfew]

buff brad!!

i was just thinking about you the other day. i was unpacking all my shit and found a few letters and notes you wrote me back in the day. :) i was gonna write you back at the address but i wasnt sure if you lived there anymore and i didnt want the new residents to think i was a creeper.

so how have you been?? whats been up?? i miss you!!

Crazy Courtney!

[my_derringdo]

I wasn't certain that this was your livejournal or not. Now I know though :) It's been so long... Everytime someone mentions Tarpon I always say "I have an old friend who lives there." I'm sure people don't give two shits, but it's my own little way of thinking/remembering about you. So are you married now, any kids, abortions? Let this kid know.
Right now I am working two serving jobs, saving money, being the butthole I am. Are you in college now? Send me a picture or something of you. Myspace it up. My myspace name is "I agree with Melissa". I also have a cell phone (727-831-8478). Just contact me for God's sake.

Re: Crazy Courtney!

[ilbrantdai]

Haha abortions...

It goes to show you how funny I think you are when I read your replies to other people's comments and still feel the need to post...

...Hahaha....

-Mel

[honesthate]

brad, i really miss you alot. call me

[my_derringdo]

Hey poophole! Give me a call on the celly (831-8478). I didn't even know you used your/my livejournal anymore.

[honesthate]

oh my goodness got a cell phone..moving up in the world..ill call you asap!!!