From my good friend Ashley Lynd... Cum on your back? correct?


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It's so hard to give up on someone that you care about. There is a thin line between what makes me happy and what each night crushes you. I chase and chase and still find myself in the same spot yet feeling, foolishly enough, a little closer, and little more at ease. I try to make myself come off cold and unwelcoming but deep down I want to emulate ( Read more... )

Last night was depressing, but I am glad that out of it something came. I feel so hopeless at times and when I believe I have the capacity to love I find myself doubting whether that is such a good idea in the first place. After getting off the phone with Quentin I sought consoling from my sister, but of course she was out with a boy toy and ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty crazy. Although Amber and I's initial plan was to arrival at The Castle at 10 we ended up getting some sparks from Haine's convenient store (where a ghetto ass nergo had to hollaback at Amber, thank God I was in the car and could hear him ranting and raving about Amber's fine ass after she went inside) and then we went to John ( Read more... )

Yesterday I actually got something accomplished. Amber spent the night at my house, and in the morning she drove me to SPC so I could take my long and drawn out practice G.E.D. I was a bit apprehensive at first, but once I saw how easy it was turning out to be I just focused on getting out of there and into a nice, comforting, cancer-causing ( Read more... )

After hanging out with the infamous Quentin, cruising in the Buick and listening to The Backstreet Boys (preferrably "I Want It That Way") I hung out with AMBER! (Capitalized due to her extreme level of craziness). Right now I am at that bia's house and we're about to smoke a HUUUUGE Cinnamon blunt. I was sorta depressed before leaving my house, ( Read more... )

Thanks to a person named Caprice Anne Chaiken I now have a fully customized livejournal. What would I do without that little Jew/Puerto Rican? Yes, Livejournal is quite homosexual, but now that my days are not occupied by hours of homework, suicidal thoughts, and sleeping (well sleeping from school exhaustion) I have found much needed time to make ( Read more... )