How many people do you currently "like ( Read more... )

I wish I was better at life. Better at handling stress. Better at knowing what to do in a tough situation. But better yet, I wish I knew what the RIGHT thing to do was. I wish I knew how to be better.

I only use livejournal to vent about Sean and negative things in life (or positive things I'm too embarrassed for Sean to read) or fill out these surveys. I know exactly why too...because this is the ONLY website Sean doesn't know I have...nor does he have a live journal. Is that awful? I don't think so, but whatever ( Read more... )

and my back is in a tremendous amount of pain and I can hardly move...this is the only thing I can do. My last fucking day in Orange County...this is going to go by so slow ( Read more... )

I love the nights Sean goes out, and comes home drunk. A lot of girls would probably be angry about that, but I like it. I'm not worried about him doing anything stupid (unless you consider riding two bikes welded on top of eachother in the rain stupid!) and he gets so adorable. I get upset at him that he texts me all night, when he should be ( Read more... )

I want back the years that you took when I was young, but it's done.

I'm ready to be in his arms. I can't take this anymore.

Give him to me right now!!!!


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I don't care if you like to read, but I like to write. I'm trapped in a universe of which sound is only a reverberation of the things that could have been, and sight is only a figment of the imagination where your dreams are right there, but never come true. The world is spinning, and I'm stuck walking in the opposite rotation. The ground is ( Read more... )

This situation is so familiar, and a feeling I've come to know all too well. I wish we could be strangers again, I wish I could have my innocence back, my naive foolish ways which led me to build walls to protect myself, my "not a care in the world" sense of mind that kept me out of trouble with love. I want this familiarity to go away, I want my ( Read more... )