Its an interesting feeling. When a label you placed upon yourself no longer fits. Student. Girlfriend. Whatever it maybe. To be so wrapped up that life and to be so defined by all the connotations that label conjures up, only to have it suddenly no longer apply. Everything feels a bit hazy, as if this cannot possibly be reality. And as the ( Read more... )

I cannot believe how much my life has changed in the past few weeks ( Read more... )

sometimes i am amazed at my capacity to hurt others.

however, taking charge of my own life continues to feel pretty damn amazing.

26 days until graduation. That is, if I graduate. I'm failing my lab class right now because I don't have enough hours. I haven't made any progress on my thesis since September - it is due in two and a half weeks. My stress level is skyrocketing, which is only making me sicker. The past few weeks I have only been able to do one or two things per ( Read more... )

I have slept an average of about 4 hours per night for the past month - sometimes more, often less. I don't know how I am being so productive or how I have so much energy...or how I'm not getting horribly sick. Its amazing ( Read more... )

It feels good to be Wonderwoman again - but not at the expense of my relationships with my family and friends. Theres a quote on my water bottle that has been staring me in the face all night: "That which matters most should never give way to that which matters least." A lot has changed for me in the past few weeks and the things that I was sure I ( Read more... )

Life has been good to me lately... getting excited about school and about work again, my sisters are amazing and have made the past few weeks nothing but fun, I have a pretty fabulous boyfriend, and I'm just content live in the moment and enjoy what I have while I have it. Good feelings =)

I didn't even make it through the first week of school without getting sick. Not cool.

Oh, it feels so good to read novels again! Even when I have to listen to them =) I'm already dreading the time I've set aside this weekend to dive into the stacks of books that have been sitting in my room for almost six months. I'm really wondering if I'm actually going to finish my thesis. Or even start it. Its almost the end of June and I have ( Read more... )

100 songs to save your life. suggestions?