he's not a man of his word, just a boy who will promise you the world. selfish, and a coward. not worth the tears, not worth the scars.

stressing.

theres a 50% chance that my mom has cancer. biopsy next week. trying to stay positive and tell myself that theres a 50% chance she doesnt have cancer.

Funny how things can change so drastically in such a short amount of time. As of yesterday, I'm ending my man-fast for a very cute, very sweet firefighter. I'm not expecting anything to really happen, but it is nice to feel a little bit giddy again. As of 9pm tonight, my boss put in her two weeks notice. I have no idea what that is going to mean ( Read more... )

The highlights ( Read more... )

Things I would miss about Reno:
- My mom
- My brother
- Handful of friends
- My fabulous shower and it's infinite warmth

Thats about it.

I have to get out of here.

it took so much for me to let you in again. it took even more to try to be your friend. its going to take everything i have to cut you out. i dont think i have the strength.

sick of this

LIfe is good. Even when it hurts and could not possibly suck more, I know that I have to power to change my circumstance. Or at least my attitude about the circumstance. And THAT is something that no one can ever take away from me.

Step two: just walk clean away ( Read more... )