it's funny i read my last post and i'm in the same place...office at my mom's work. it's about time for me to get out of here though...it's day 2 of stuffing envelopes and labeling things. not the funnest way to spend my day off yesterday but whatev. life is pretty good right now. i love living on my own. work is giving me more hours finally. ( Read more... )

so right now i'm chillin in the office at my mom's work. i miss elementary school. i love seeing all my old teachers and stuff that i used to help make copies for at this exact time in the morning like literally 12 years ago. i'm waiting for the credit union to open. i'm glad i signed up for direct deposit the other day. wow this office is ( Read more... )

boo. she's first now. get out of my life.

on a happier note, i had a really good day so far. i <3 kickboxing.

so i don't know what to think. i always get my hopes up and then get let down. but i really want this to be gooooooood <3

i haven't updated in a MINUTE hahaha i love when people say that. life was shit for a bit but now it's pretty awesome. started a new quarter at GRCC and i'm taking TWO classes BY MYSELF. no one, including myself thought that would ever happen. i have the best friends. i miss anna. i miss talking to charlotte every freaking day for hours. i'm ( Read more... )

i just had an epiphany. if anyone knows me, they know that it's like i HAVE to have a crush on someone at all times otherwise i don't feel right. well, the recent guys aren't working out for me and surprisingly even to myself, i'm ok with that. it's so weird to me because usually this whole not really having a guy would be totally throwing me ( Read more... )

omg i just went back and read like all my entries. wow i'm a loser. well my excuse is i'm waiting to go to work. but yeah, i read tons that made me smile haha. "sex with clothes on" hahahaha i remember that day. good times. and my rewritten lyrics to ashlee simpson's "boyfriend." not "i didn't steal your boyfriend" but "i'm gonna get a ( Read more... )

so i decided it was a waste to go home for only an hour and then have to turn around and go back to auburn to go to work. so i'm sitting in the tech center at school. i keep telling myself to do my work but i can't do it. the computer is distracting but i need it. anyways is anyone using lj anymore? i haven't seen much going on here. i miss ( Read more... )

i miss timmy. with every ounce of my being. haha that sounds like a lot and believe me it is. i've been thinking about him a ton lately. i sat down and started to write him a letter and i got out like 4 sentences. i really don't even know what to say except the usual. and i don't want it to be the usual, because it's not. i'm not just ( Read more... )

you come around whenever you feel like it now and it really pisses me off. i'm not just here whenever you want me. i have my control back.

i hate you sometimes but is it bad that i still wanna make out?

hahahahah ANYWAYS...i was even listening to marilyn manson this morning.