ugh

stab my chest

please...

i sat in the rain while jessica and her crew talked about issues they needed to, since i had no were else to go at lunch ( Read more... )

why and how do you poses my mind. let me be free.
i always desire what i cant have.
you control my mind like a little play thing
i wish i controled yours to even the score

let me look within your eyes
i will give myself to you
let me hold your grace
i will never let go
let me whisper to you
i will not speak a lie
just let me...
be yours
my ( Read more... )

so i wrote out a long ass elaberated thing about prom this mornin but my computer deicded to crap out last minute.. its fun....

let me understand you
was this what i finally saw
the truth unseen reveiled
taken off the mask
a smile shone through.

Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.

"Digital Love ( Read more... )

girls posses me but they're never mine...

prom ( Read more... )

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so prom is tonight and i received my atire last night, and i think/hope it looks chevere to others..which im sure... and soposedly i heard from adrea that from a person she knows in leadership or something, that im a nominee for king..haha funny if its tru....
tonight will be great im sure...........suxors for those who arnt going

i had the best fuckin day of my life yesterday, and no one ruined it. so thank fuckin god i did, i needed it..

i wont say what happened i will leave u in suspense..

its funny becuase people always tell me i need more faith, i need god in my life or religion....whatever... and recently i have been praying, i have been beleiving slightly. Yet when i start to more.. drama, anxiety, stress, sadness, everything negative, has mulitplied since i have...i just think its funny...iv decided i dont need to pray to ( Read more... )