I do stupid actions that I can't change any one that knows me, I mean really knows me. Knows that I have been lost for a long time and I have no idea were to go, who to really trust, and who well hear me. I hate when I feel sorry for myself, and I try to dodge any bullets that come my way. What am I suppost to do? I have only felt alive once sence ( Read more... )

What am I doing ( Read more... )

I have been working here at robbins brothers for now a year and I don't feel that I am doing anything, or saying anything to have someone walk away from me if I say something rude cause I'm still mad about it then don't get mad if I have an attitude, if I even had. I have no respect for people that are walking away from me and truning there back " ( Read more... )

I would always think that Valentine's day is a day that you should spend time with your loved one...but what about if you don't have one then it's just a slap in the face saying "HEY GUESS WHAT YOU SINGLE!" and then there is the one's that also get a slap in the face saying that you could do better, he's not worth it. After being told this for so ( Read more... )

so I haven't written in this for a while and I haven't got a chance to update even myself ( Read more... )

ok i'm leaving on sat...
mom was talking to me and she was telling me that she wants to hang out with me for alittle longer...
I'm so pooped so I'm going to bed see you soon!

1 day left!

ok so this is the new plan ( Read more... )

so I'm going to wirte now because I have work tonight and I'm not getting off work until 1130 ( Read more... )

I GOT MY CAR!!!!!!

I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT!!!!!
it's so cute i love it I named it Cori...I'm thinking about coming home early but I don't know, mom told me that she's not ready for me to leave...

and yes it's before 12......haha love you melissa!

4 days left!

I didn't mean to! I mean I get online early and I check a few things then when it gets to the time when I need to write in my journal its 12 or after! oh well like I said before if I don't go to bed it still counts for the same day ( Read more... )