the sky is this really rich blue tonight. it's a color i didn't expect this late... it feels like early night or predawn. it's so full... i think it's because we have a really clear moon. today the weather was just what i needed ( Read more... )

i don't know how i feel about teachers sometimes being randomly astute and asking if everything's ok. it kinda makes me feel good, and kinda makes me start to fall apart. maybe i wish i trusted them enough to say what's up... last semester, somebody read right through me about the power dynamics in my project group and was like "what's going on ( Read more... )

i'm so excited to be teaching this exco. and people keep telling me they're excited about it and it makes me more excited... i'm really happy ( Read more... )

wooooo i have just one exam left tonight and then tomorrow i'm going home! i'm so tired of this semester and ready for a break. i have been so stressed... i took on way too much. oh well. that's over. basically ( Read more... )

i'm very upset with the place i live/eat right now. i want to send them an email that goes something like this ( Read more... )

a friend and i saved a kitten yesterday. it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy now... while it was happening it was a mix of frustrating and frightening. the thing was so small it could curl up in the palm of my hand, its eyes were still closed, its ears were still back... i don't know how it ended up on its own or how it survived as long as it did, ( Read more... )

i totally need to write the next queer anthem ( Read more... )

how i'd try to do glam rock drag ( Read more... )

scraps of batik
fabric paint
isa
piercings
cooking yummy vegan things
playing guitar
boy shorts
buzzed heads
sensitive lyrics from hardcore bands
bed
bubble tea
morning
kaleidoscopes
electric sheep
cleveland heights
front porches
furry animals
drawing
queer/gender theory
drag performance
swimming
fresh greens

i think i feel like all the cells in my brain have replaced themselves in the past 12 months. and now i don't know who i am in relation to a lot of people, don't know where i fit. if i do. i feel very out of context here i guess... where did i go and where did i come back to ( Read more... )