I'm Pretty sure I don't exist anymore... well to certain people!!!! Whatever

I follow the night ( Read more... )

Got lost of rest this weekend.. was on a retreat in Prescott was really nice to get away for awhile. I cant wait for my small trip to Jerome in Oct.. it will be another nice get away... I was maybe thinking it might just be sam and I, cause I haven't heard from anyone else. It will be a good bonding time for her and i. CANT wait... i,m getting sick ( Read more... )

I follow the night ( Read more... )

Well things are going great with my new LEAD position and my new home. Chris has been so great to me and i'm happy for once. My life is seems to be coming along. I just feel so out of the loop and so distant from all my friends. Call me people I can use someone to chat with. But things are good!!

I MISS my FRIENDS!

I stress about crap that I KNOW i shouldn't stress about... and its taking over my life.

Man... my feelings are everywhere and it sucks cause I really have no one to talk too. I cant help to feel this way when i know its wrong... boo

God and Jill this is when I need you most......!

Its raining out!!!! hmm this might be a sign

My life has been just crazy latley.... and im tired run down and restless. At times I cant help to feel like a bum... I have no were to live but a couch that I pay rent for at my moms. I have a job but soon will be losing it. I want to go back to school, but I feel like I cant go back till I have that hard foundation of havingmy own place and a ( Read more... )

Well this last month has been so busy for me. I would just like to say that I feel soooo good now. I feellike I can finally go on with my life and live it to the fullest. I will always miss my Jillian but its time to let go. The memeorial was a HUGE succsse I couldnt as for a better day. It was tough and tireing but well worth it. It was so nice to ( Read more... )

For of those who dont know last night was the first time I met my dad face to face in 21 years. We were both really shy at first and it was the hardest thing to try to over come that. I walked in the The first 2 cousin I met were really cute and the weird thing about it is I stalked one of them before I even new who they were last year. Vanessa ( Read more... )