But never mind. All the bad times that ever have been, haven't been able to blow the crocus out: not even the love of women. So they won't be able to blow out my wanting you, nor the little glow there is between you and me. We'll be together next year. And though I'm frightened, I believe in your being with me. A man has to fend and fettle for the ( Read more... )

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So after a certain phone conversation today I was reminded of why I was this annoyed in the first place and had every reason to be. Yeah, I really shouldn't have guiltily reprimanded myself over distrusting you. Thanks for being such a thieving, lousy friend.

Fuckshit mother fuckers. THE LOST DISCS MY COUSIN BURNED FOR ME WON'T PLAY ON MY DVD PLAYER OR MY LAPTOP. AHHH.

Sad.

I watched Scoop last night and I have to say that Woody Allen's latest collaborations with Scarlett Johannsson are getting on my nerves. If you liked Crime and Punishment, you'll know what I mean. Match Point waxed philosophical about luck and guilt, while borrowing plot. It was pushing the envelope on the Dostoyevsky theme, especially since he ( Read more... )

so it's thanks to a lot of you on my flist that I even know what the terms "fan girl," "glomp," "fan fiction" etc mean. Hahah. So my sister got into an argument with a classmate who is in 7th grade and anime obsessed and I just had to laugh at the accusations she pointed out about my sister being a fan girl and a lame fan because she doesn't know ( Read more... )

I'm drained. and my back hurts. but what else is new.

Last night I saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2. It wasn't as good as I thought it'd be.

boo.

It's like relearning a different set of rules to chess. Except I don't even know how to play chess. hah.

Lady Luck is a hooker, and I'm out of money.

I feel as if I might die in this nothingness. I'm going through all the motions, getting by, and it's never enough.

I am scared to go to sleep because when I wake up I will be running to the science center to take two finals I haven't studied for.

breathe.