Slightly Mad.

[my_last_affair]

Do you ever feel as if-- just maybe-- you are going insane?

Now, I've always felt semi-insane, but this week I am starting to realize that I am on the spiral pathway downward of Absolute Lunacy. And it's not good.

Reality is disappearing-- I'm not being some fucking Drama Queen-- I can't tell when I'm awake and when I'm asleep. My life is so

Comments

[mangolemonade]

That's weird.
I'm sorry, I really hate to be the person asking this; I was that person for someone else I know, and really felt like I was bothering them. But have you told a councelor about it or a doctor? Maybe this is more common than you think.
Of course, like everyone else said, it could just be stress
Wish I could do more to help

[my_last_affair]

I don't have a counselor right now-- I used to (friend of the family, that sort of thing) and she talked to me about sleep walking and said that it could be stress or the feeling of having something unfinished or too much caffeine or or or (lots of reasons). so maybe someone who's more of a specialist will help? ayay.

[imnotonfire]

I think everyone may go through something like this.
I hope in your case it doesn't last.
And rest assured, you're not crazy. From what I can tell, this is a common occurence.

Reality is dissapointing, but I'm convinced it's still worthwhile. I have no clue as to why I feel that way though.

Sleepwalking doesn't sound like fun. I'd tell you to be safe, but I guess it wouldn't matter much.

It doesn't matter if nothing terrible has happend. Unfortunatly, people sometimes are just naturally upset. I'm sorry you're going through this.

If this continues maybe talk to someone?

[my_last_affair]

I definitely plan to--- surprisingly (or maybe not?) writing about it and hearing from you guys really helps.

[imnotonfire]

Well, if you ever need to chat, you know where to find me :P

[treewizard_360]

i sleep walk, i'm not very worried about it though, actually i think it's pretty funny to wake up in a strange place. you sound very similiar to me, when feel bad/sad/depressed or just messed up, because you keep contradicting yourself, being upset at yourself for sounding so "dramatic" or typical or whatever, i always do that. so i know you are for real, not that i would doubt you anyway. you are a completer stranger to me, but i hate that you cry, i may not be able to help it, but i hate that. you seem very interesting, unique, and enjoyable. and if nothin else, you have your looks, not that you would need them. i hope you beleive me, even though i am a complete stranger.

[my_last_affair]

"I've always depended on the kindness of strangers."
~Streetcare Named Desire

[goldenlockets]

i feel crazy sometimes too.

[my_last_affair]

I'm not so alone?

[blackphoenix524]

I know the feeling :) I wouldn't be surprised if I was already insane. Life can have that effect on people.
I'm not on your friends list, but I thought I might as well make a comment on this post :) It's a familiar feeling for me.

[my_last_affair]

Thanks-- I think I've mostly moved out of this stage by now. But it was so fucking scary.