I'm almost positive that i'm going to loose my mind here.  i'm in fayette, in the middle of the woods.  anyone who knows me knows i'm a city kid.  i hate the woods.  there's so many bugs out here, i've almost had an anxitity attack a few times ( Read more... )

today is our 1 year.
didn't think we'd last this long, 
but i'm so glad we did.

i love you baby girl.

soooo.  i'm never drinking again.

Chassidy and I got back together yesterday ( Read more... )

Chassidy and I broke up the other day, and I didn't think i would be this ok with it.  I've been hanging out with all my friends and doing what i want to do.  It's kind of weird only worring about my self, but i know things will be ok.

Good thing i've got chelsea.
she's keeping me sane.

She left me.

I don't know what to do with my self.

so i haven't written in a while, yes, but there isn't really much to say except everything has gotten worse.

i wont know what to do after this.

i have court on monday.  yippie!  i can't wait to finally get all this shit settled.  i have to plead guilty (blah) but it's ok.  my lawyer talked them out of jail time and i'm on defered disposition for a year and if i'm good i only get charged with a class E misdeminor.  which is better than the one i already have now haha.  but YAY!  i'll be off ( Read more... )

so i'm not so sure what's going on right now.  everything is so fucked up, and i'm sure as hell not making it any better.  i'm getting worse and worse at this being a girlfriend thing.  it's kind of horrible.  i don't know what to say to make this better.  or what to do for that matter.  i just want to make her happy, but i seem to be failing at ( Read more... )

well i lasted longer than i ever thought i would.