i dont know exactly what it is that i did. but for some reason i dont think i really deserve this. i was doing okay. its not that i didnt want it or needed it, but it just seems like someone else probably needed it more. it almost doesnt seem fair that i got it. got him. whatever it was that got me to this point i dont regret any bit of it. the ( Read more... )

theres alot of people in this world that i wont open up to. if anything slightly legitamate comes out i try to play it off as if it doesnt bother me or as just a joke. and then there are people like my father who i cant say anything to. for some reason im afriad of it. i dont know why, but my fear just wont let me say what i want and i come out ( Read more... )

Sometimes things can be so confusing yet so easily understood ( Read more... )

wow it's been a while ( Read more... )

havent been to school in two days.....sick

staying up late to finish rough draft

got bout 26 hours of sleep in the last two days

drousy fever controled driving is dangerous (you forget what lane you should drive in)

i smell

i need to shave

i've been strenghtening my abs

to sit in a tree would be marvelous

computers are boring

irsh people make me ( Read more... )

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i dont know where i'm going but i'll get there. sometimes i'm wondering where will it be.

it's all about lifestyles decisions that we make, roads that we abandon and onthers that we Take......

i didnt care about Tomarrow, i'll worry when Tomarrow comes.

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nothing beats the solitude of a moment from a limb watching the world ( Read more... )

I had a dream one day last week.
An entire conversation set to seek
The hastened points of eachother,
And from one name we extract another:
The little things once set aside
From jealousy or overbearing pride,
Every left out thought and truths were told.
As expected each breath held a bit of scold
Our list brought forth the most sturdy tie.
Yet twords the ( Read more... )

i have recently been under a few delimas. they all arise from the simple fact that there are two kinds of people when it comes to social situations. one being the kind that are all out there and make plans and talk to as many people as possible. the other is the type that just sit around and wait for poeple to come to them then they have a list of ( Read more... )

. . .time gets lost forever

Spring break WILL be the SHIT!!

yippie kyyae.. mother fucker!