I miss this stuff. I miss last year. But I'm looking forward to next year just as much. I just need to get through the next few weeks. Taylor is getting her license. We're going to be inseperable.

I wanna smile like I used to.
However that used to be.
I wanna be happy more.
I wanna be who I was.
I need to be.
Part of me is gone.
and I'm on a hunt for it back.

I just feel like writing something that no one can see. I felt like the biggest loser. I cried this morning in front of everyone. I lost my challenge...how embarassing. Not only did I lose...but I cried. What a fucking loser. I'm sure that's what everybody is thinking right now. Oh well. I can't change the past. I didn't wear one of Mike's ( Read more... )

Things have simmered down for me. They really have. Not nessacerily with the other happenings outside of me...but what's inside. Creepy? haha. I've gotten control for now at least. I'm not so upset. We'll see how long this lasts. I hope it will last a while. That would be nice, something stable. Myself. This weekend was a lot of fun. The game was ( Read more... )

It's all over but the crying...As of late things have been very hard for me. I didn't go to practice today for the first time ever. I feel like I should be there, but I can't, I have a migrane...which has kind of reduced itself to a headache...but still hurts. I just couldn't go. I can't win anymore ( Read more... )

This past two weeks have been shit. Hopefully, Hopefully tomorrow will be the start of the good. Today was ok. Just as yesterday was ( Read more... )

FINALLY I can log onto livejournal ( Read more... )

Ok. Tomorrow are my only two exams to do. Band, we don't have one. Biology, we already took it. Monday will be napping and partys. That week I have to do something everyday or it will be the longest week of my life.

I'm a captain.
I'm so FUCKING excited for school to be over.
I have no exams on monday.
friday is going to suck butt.
I did really well on my prodject.
God life is great right now.

Not that anybody really cares but.
two weeks until Mike gets here

you have no idea how kick ass my summer is going to be.

Sex Krew.
Warped Tour in Orlanda AND St. Pete.
Georgia.
Band CampThen probably Cocoa for a week ( Read more... )