sigh...i hate mental breakdown moments and i havent had one in a really long time. i dont even know what exactly. really thats weird but i had no reason. sometimes things just get piled up and ya get to the point if one more thing doesnt go right it will all come crashin down. and my world falls apart for a moment of time, usually the wrong moment ( Read more... )

hmmm....so i got accepted to college and im gettin my senior pictures back this week...i kinda feel old...all this senior stuff. i want to go back to being a freshmen it was fun then no stress no worries..then again maybe not. lol so anyhoo...i dont have anythin else to update on..so the end.

my house is very cold.

happy halloween...hehee. got love it free candy thats the best part. so. im gettin rather excited about the flordia trip, grandma is giving me money tomarrow. not really sure why. she said for your expences im not really sure what that means, but i wasnt about to tell her it was paid for. lol. ahh well im sure i can spend the money. on food most ( Read more... )

so i feel as tho i am being punished for having friends...people call me and talk to me on msn and my parents are pissy about it. what the freakin hell. i dont get it. i can go out on the weekends and stay out but during the week if someone calls they freak out. im just not comprehendin the point of all of this. im a senior in highschool. i am old ( Read more... )

ok so time to vent ( Read more... )

this is currently my song to myself ( Read more... )

nothin new really ( Read more... )

sigh
i love the rain.
i love the way it feels.
i love goin and dancing in it.
i love the way it sounds.
lol, yes i love rain.
the end.

so dont you wish you could stop thinkin. just stop dont think any more into that thought.

some ppl need to know what the past is. its what you used to be what you did, but life moves on. and you cant live in the past it will do nothin but bring you down. move on do good in the world. become stronger from your past...but please dont hang around it and pretend you are still part of it. ugh ( Read more... )

so cait is leavin for the weekend. but i get to watch her dog sweetie. my sis loves her. she has grown attached. they have already been around the block like five times and she got a bath too. lol. we need to get a dog. even my dad misses having one. so im puttin that on the list of things to do this weekend. go get a dog. and get pictures. buy a ( Read more... )