peter pan makes me rediclously happy. i just love watchin it and listenin to the sound track. it never gets old i love it. and i now have this new layout. love that too. and i love my caitlin for doing it. and i love that i am color guard captain. i really do. it is going to be good. and i love my friends. the ones i still have anyhoo. lol. ah well ( Read more... )

Ok
New layout is up.
Love it.

End of story.

1. So long time no speak.

2. Movie: Pirats of the Caribbean. (cause kyle and i kept farting and throwing the blankets over your head!)

3. Orange.

4. MBC (yeah i still remember that you bitch!)

5. I don't fuckin know!

6. Spider Monkey.

7. What's new?

haha fun stuff.

so tonight is movie night at kevins. and i hope ppl come.

so guess who is color gaurd captain...lol thats right. me. im very excited. and i have a few ppl pissed at me for gettin captain but i shall get over that. cause i win. and im happy. i know i can do this and that i can make it better and that nothing is gonna stop me. and even better yet. miss caitlin is captain with me. yay. my best friend is ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like you have to contain things that you really want to let out. i just want to talk, but it will hurt those who i would talk to and dont want that. i have to hold myself together so that i can hold everything else together too. make sence, if i break down its gonna cause so much more that just cant happen. the people that i need ( Read more... )

sometimes i really dont think i can handle things that i should. everything happens at once and its a horrible feeling. but i would rather deal with everything at once then have it all be one at a time. so the things that are bothering me...yeah there are a lot. first off aunt paulas dog got hit by a car. candy was my favorite lil dog. she would ( Read more... )

i hate boys. i wish they werent so stupid. the end. but other than that plus or minus a few other things life is good. and i have a chocolate shake from arbys yay

i hate the feeling of jealousy...

all you need is some ice cream and a hug...!!!!

so i have come to one conclusion...there will always be somethings that you are just going to have to believe in before you can feel it..or see it or hear it or whatever. theres the saying that seeing is believing...but it goes the other way...you must first truely believe in order to know that its really there.i believe. (and forgive me if this ( Read more... )