All year. (2007) I have tried. and succeded to remain a normal and healthy weight.
It's d i s c u s t i n g. I hate it. everyday. i wake up. and cringe at my own body. 
I cant anymore. I have done it for all of you. all of you that wanted me to be better. well fucking guess what. I am better.
but that doesnt mean im going to be FAT. 
im going to be ( Read more... )

So I don't really know whats going on at the moment, I mean I feel so happy . Or at least I'm trying to feel happy ( Read more... )

I cant sleep, I feel slightly sick ( Read more... )