It's funny how things change so quickly. Well, I guess in all honesty, things didn't change, they were always this way, I just didn't see it. I am so unhappy that I'm making my friends unhappy. I've decided that Aaron and I are done. He is the most selfish person I have ever met. Nothing that I do makes him happy and I just can't take it anymore. I ( Read more... )

Had a yard sale today, woohoo. Made a little bit of money which was kinda nice. Drinking tonight. Fun stuff. I'm bored as usual. Aaron and I are doing good. That's all I have to say.

Things seem to be going pretty well. We got the house done pretty much. All we have to do is paint the doors and put them back on. We went to my sisters yesterday, it was wonderful. Aaron and I are doing great. I love him with all of my heart. Thats all I have to say, I hope I can continue to be with him until the end of our days.

Things are going about the same as usual. Still working on the house, but my goal is to get it done by the end of the week, or at least have it totally ready for painting by Friday. I talked to my mom yesterday, she's doing pretty good. I miss her tons. I don't think I've seen her since Christmas, that kinda sucks. My sister is going to Canada next ( Read more... )

I've been having a lot of off days lately, nothing I do seems to really make me happy. It's like there's this big void in my soul wating to be filled, I just can't figure out what it wants to be filled with. I always let my past come back to be and control my life and the way that I feel about certain things. No matter what he does, I always ( Read more... )

So I decided to delete all of the old shitty entries. I havnt been on here since 2005 and I think it's time to finally update. I finally graduated from high school after dropping out and doing homeschool. I did a college course to become a Nurses Aide and passed that with flying colors, I was actually pretty suprised with myself, along with ( Read more... )

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im listening to eleven again. even though its a guy singing about a girl, it reminds me of david. like the part "maybe it wasnt good enough, but i gave you all i could" it makes me try to figure out why i wasnt good enough for him, or why he chose me to keep hurting. i mean, it was my fualt alot of the time cos i took him back, but i mean, if he ( Read more... )

so i thought that lately i had been getting better, but today it seems like ive been going in a downward spiral and i dont know what set it off. maybe its because i got up late today and everything just started out bad. im sure itll get better ( Read more... )

So i may have a slight problem. i like two guys. theres one who iv known since like 6th grade, we used to kinda hang out. one year for my birthday he sang happy birthday to me over the intercom, it was really sweet. his name is brent. then theres another guy i know from youth group, hes really nice and really funny, iv liked him for a while and he ( Read more... )