Sometimes I can only sit and wonder why. Some people tell me there is a reason for all of this, and that I simply might not understand it yet. Others say that it might be bad now, but I will be stronger later because of it. Basically what it comes down to is that there is no reason, and the only thing it will do to me is make me become suspicious ( Read more... )

So yes. Sickness angers me. I am currently sick AGAIN, and it seems to be the same thing I had back through December and January that had me sidelined for a month. Evil fucking bug. Um, yeah. I'm bored. And sick. And kind of lonely. Oh, and I'm bitterly cold too. Sooo... I think I am gonna continue sitting here. Maybe read a novel later. Or ( Read more... )

Ok. Here's the deal. All of you who know where Jamestowne Hall in Saginaw, MI is MUST come out Friday, April 2nd. It is a required thing. That means no buts. The show will be pure insanity ( Read more... )

This is the first time I have ever wanted to beat someone... I want him broken and bleeding at my feet. Even then he would never understand that the world doesn't revolve around him. He cannot understand any point of view other than his own, and I hate him for that. I am so angry and frustrated that I am honestly at a total loss of what to do. My ( Read more... )

So much is going on. Too much to handle, really. Friends, family, work, school, and now something else. It is the first thing in many years that I would love to do with the rest of my life and right now the situation is quite confusing. There is also a great deal going on with my friends. These people actually mean far more to me than my family ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. So far this thing is confusing and kind of annoying. I'm too tired to deal with these fruity colors, so these must suffice for now. I guess we will see how it goes. Maybe I will actually update this thing. Who knows...