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[my_own_sky]

Life has changed very fast for me, and I really can not tell which way to turn. I have all these thoughts in my head wanting to direct myself to different routes. Some of these thoughts want to fill this endless void I have been feeling for quite sometime, and since my Mother passed on it has grown worse, another part of me wants to stick my hand

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[funkymutha]

You're read Candide, right? "we must cultivate our garden" or "we must tend our garden", depending on which translation..

or

In my own words, you have to take care of yourself. You have to make sure all of your needs are met; physically, mentally, and emotionally- to be able to live well.

I'm not saying to be an island. It's just my opinion that it is important to find a balance between helping yourself and helping others that is healthy for you- that won't leave you feeling physically, mentally, and/or emotionally spent.

[funkymutha]

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[zoey_bound_4u]

life always changes, and it will feel life is spinning at times. but trust me the spiing feeling stops. life will settle down eventually. dont force anything love, work, anything, cause it wont happen. im not giving up on the idea of love but i am not worrying about it right now. i rather be alone and figure out my life than be with someone and make them my life and if something happens and they leave or things end be devastated. i mean its a great thing to be in love never give up on love. things will happen when you least expect it

[deathbysqueaky]

*hugs* Don't worry, you'll find your way.

Call me if you need to talk to someone...

[texasknight]

In times like this, I am reminded about what my Drill Instructor always used to tell us, "Don't sweat the small shit Private. And ya know what? It's ALL small shit." Of course he used to also tell us that pain was our only true friend and ally. Crazy bastard. Anyway, what I am trying to say, Grant, is that unfortunately for you, you tend to over-annalise everything. Thinking is good, but you dwell on many things, all at the same time. "Don't sweat the small shit pvt. And it's ALL small shit." The way I see it, you only have a couple things you really need to worry about. First and formost, you and your family's health, and well-being. Take care of that before anything else. The biggest rocks are now in the jar. Next, your music. Write, practice, and perform as much as you can after the family thing is done. Boom! The little rocks are now in the jar. Third, friends. Cultivate your friends dude. Tend the garden, because weeds WILL and DO grow in the garden. Pull and trash the weeds, and think on them no more. They are, after all, only

[my_own_sky]

LOL I am not really thinking about any specific girl. I am just thinking about my life in general.

[texasknight]

Yes you were. You couldn't stop talking about her that day. But now yer not, so cool. :P