i guess its been years since i have updated on this.... lots of medical issues and a few break downs but i am still alive.

anyone want a free car? its an 88 nissan sentra stick shift. must come get it by the end of this wekk. otherwise taking it to the junk yard.

It makes you appreciate your life. seeing all hecases that come in and all the death that goes on in the world. whether its a trainwreck, car accident, or a brain tumor that is threatening the life of a mere child. A woman on there tonight was diagnosed with cancer. she had being lying to her freinds and family about having it. she never told ( Read more... )

went to the fetish factory party, it rocked!! pictures will be posted soon. no vanillas were allowed. fetish gear only. saw them turn several away for not waeribg the right dress code. though things should be good all feels so hopeless. i should be happpy i dont know why i feel so hopeless. panic atacks tightness in the chest. someetimes i feel ( Read more... )

ther was smoke up ahead and within a mile noticed personal belongs all over the place, clothes, glass everywhere, toys, wicker furinture.....2 car accident....red pick up and white mini van....didnt know them yet had a connection...stopped called 911....pulled up ahead of the mini van and pulled over. was an eldery woman barely moving, she ( Read more... )

ok going on a week...very little sleep...not sure if i am clear about things or is i am just exhausted and have a messed up perception ( Read more... )

ok im back. and so much has changed. i am so amazingly happy happy!!!

Been kidnapped till furhter notice

i am so done with everything. done with heartache done with betrayal done with all the lies done with being scared done with even wanting to live. too many lies too many evils in the world. too many people who say they are friends but turn around and stab you in the back. do i have a sign on my back that says "please screw me over"??? must be ( Read more... )

sometimes i really dont want to wake up