So I picked today to post a bulletin ( Read more... )

You know it tears me up inside ( Read more... )

I want to be so messed up that I dont even know my own name."Im sober now for 3 whole months, its one accomplishment that you helped me with, the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wont touch again, In a sick way I wanna thank you for holding my head up late at night, while I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to ( Read more... )

Today, I learned new things.
Felt new things.
and...thought new things.

I love 4 people so much.
devin n jamie n rt n ashley are by far my favorite people.
and i love them.

im getting kind of bored.

its too bad we ended on such terrible terms
its too bad you dont fucking get it
its too bad that your so bad

I got new glasses ( Read more... )

Hmm..

My dads getting better.
Got a car.
Possibly an internship.
Chris is taking me on a date for my birthday. lol.
I go to school.
Pass.
Have the best friends ever.
With the possibility of renting a home.
And still the best friends ever.

And I'm not with you.

Life is pretty good.

To you ( Read more... )

My dads in the hospital.
Cool huh?
And yesterday was my mom and dads anniversary, we spent it in room 252.
He should be okay.

He better be.

TJ is still in the hospital, no good news.
I miss him too.

THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS.

My birthday is coming up.
I dont even care.
I just want everyone to be okay.

Miss you ashley.
you dont care.

For some reason..
Im too pissed off lately.
I get angry really fast..
..and everyone annoys me.

Im going through a really sucky time..
but Im not gonna be a baby, and complain.
Cause Im not the only one.

Im getting treated like shit.
But someone who I thought would never be like that.
You said youd never hate me ( Read more... )