im alive....my computer at home is down, and i dont have time in school much to update...not much has happened...later

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Last night Kroger got robbed, shots were fired, 1 person was it, and 2 got lucky. The lucky ones were me and reggie...the shot one was danielle...one of my best friends. I was so close to getting hit in the head, i felt the fucking bullet whiz past my head. Since that happened Ive looked at things A LOT differently. Life in general is taken for ( Read more... )

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Work has picked up some, im coaching lil kids football, and trying to keep my head in one place while my angel 1000 miles away goes through shit that I cant be there with her to help her through. Normally I really dont care about myself all too much, but right now..life eh....business is taking over me. My schitsoness is picking up a lot. It ( Read more... )

so tired...so fucking exhausted, my neck hurts...er...so tired...i dun want to go to work, but I gotta. Dun want to be pissed but I am, but imma hide stuff cause I know if I said it, it would come out the wrong way and I'd come off as controlling, and I dont want to be like that. So bleh. I trust her. I have no reason not to. I try to always ( Read more... )

I've been getting into writing mode again, and its about damn time. I have some lyrics down, but no music yet. Im hoping I can get with Reggie sometime before work tomarrow and get something down. We have a drummer and a bassist, now all we need it a singer. I want to do it as well as play guitar, but I cant sing at all...bleh. So close yet so ( Read more... )

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School is really starting to piss me off. Life is in general. It is taking me away from Shevon. Its almost to the point where I dont know when Im going to talk to her again. If it gets there I have to stop and think about stuff, a lot of stuff. Something Ive been wondering is...WHY THE FUCK CANT IT BE TWO YEARS FROM NOW...gah....bleh.....imma ( Read more... )

ive worked everyday since monday, except thursday. Bleh, so tired. No work tonight. Talked to my buddy that is going off to Korea today...er...damn military slowly taking my friends away. Greedy bastards :X If they take me or Shevon imma kill someone. Talked to her this past weekend :D I work friday saturday and sunday. Shevon yer right, I ( Read more... )