i cleaned my room today. and reorganized my cds. and my books. it's very reassuring, cleaning. and a clean room is very calming. i have so much floor space now ( Read more... )

yayy!!!!!!!!!

i fell asleep in the backyard today. it was warm and lilac scented and i just fell asleep. it was really nice. i want to just move into some warm, sunny, bug-free garden and live there forever. that whole eden thing would really work for me right about now ( Read more... )

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ok, there are updates to make, i know that things have happened since thursday. umm...i babysat. for julien and noah. that was interesting. chaos starts to cover it, but it was also so much more. picture this: i'm trying to put noah to bed, so i decide to put a dvd on for noah so he won't get into trouble while i'm upstairs. i give noah a weird ( Read more... )

there's some pretty steep opportunity cost of going to kentucky. so far one person is insistant that i'm wrong, that i'm not actually going to kentucky, i'm going to camp, and one person is mad. or acted mad at least, in a passive aggressive "it's your life, but this will confirm everyone's doubts in you" kind of way. that was really cute. riva is ( Read more... )

i got into sca. they want to send me to cumberland gap national historical park in kentucky. www.nps.gov/cuga it looks really nice on the website, and my mom's been there and says it's beautiful. they want me to go from july 24 to august 27. i want to go. i know i said i'd go to camp if they didn't want to send me somewhere really sweet like hawaii ( Read more... )

it's weird. it's really bad. i haven't felt like this in a long time, and now i want to cry. jack really hurt my feelings today. i asked him why he hasn't been starting me and he told me i'm not aggressive enough. he wasn't mean, he just told me straight out, i need to be more aggressive. and he yelled at me for stopping to see if emma was ok. ( Read more... )

ok, so i got a 2040 on my SAT, first time, no prep class or anything, so i'm mad pumped. i'm going to take it again of course, but maybe not until next year. i can get my math up, and then i can go to vassar, and then it's just a matter of time until i'm able to take over the world. mwahaha! seriously tho, i'm so proud of myself. it was a great day ( Read more... )

we arrived at Vassar around 11 on monday. Poughkeepsie isn't very nice. it isn't bad, but noho is nicer. it's a little run down looking, a little dull, i only got a brief look at it, it might have hidden depths, but my first impression was not great. vassar on the other hand...whoa. it's BEAUTIFUL. you pass through the gothic arch into this lovely ( Read more... )