well i think it's been a minute since my last update...and sorry, but this isn't going to be happy and fun and full of laughter...cuz that's how it goes...lately i haven't really been feeling like myself...it feels like there's something missing in my life, and i'm not 100% sure what that something is, but i've got a pretty good idea...and there ( Read more... )

so just read matt's livejournal...something he said on there snagged my eye...he made a comment about how he wished girls would get up the courage to ask guys out...well matt, i concur with you...i wish that i myself could somehow muster up the courage to ask a guy out...honestly i do...cuz there's this guy that i work with who's super cute and ( Read more... )

so you know what i find humorous? when people bitch and complain about things they could change...they just don't want to do what they need to do to make things different...change isn't easy, it isn't always fun, and sometimes it doesn't work, but if you want to attempt to make things better, then try and do something about it...that's my little ( Read more... )

so been thinking a bit lately...shocking, cuz it just seems like the recent past has been full of a whole bunch of nothing but work...anyway, i've been feeling kind of bad lately, cuz i haven't been seeing very many people lately, or at least i haven't been making a great effort to see people...family, friends...anyway, i know that i could remedy ( Read more... )

so who thinks that three girls living in a house together is such a hot idea? i'm not sure if i'm feeling it as much as i thought i would..."Our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real."

so tried to go to the Bubble show saturday, tried being the key word here...we were late (me and nicole) which i take full responsibility for...stupid body needing sleep...anyway, when we got there, they were all sold out, i.e. there were too many people already in there and they couldn't let anymore in...so as we're standing around trying to ( Read more... )

well, i do believe that this is the longest interval i've had between the updates...been so busy doing nothing...well working, but other than that, life isn't too exciting...which is sad, cuz i'm 20...i don't really know what that means other than i feel like i should be out doing things and having fun and getting into crazy trouble and the whatnot ( Read more... )

do you ever lose faith in things? people, places, ideas, etc., etc. cuz i do...not entirely, but sometimes things just seem to me to be lost, for lack of a better word...or should i say misplaced...sometimes, when i look back at certain events or occurrances and what i held so dear at one point in time, i realize how inconsequential those things ( Read more... )

it's so funny when i go to write about something that has already been discussed by someone else...oh well, i don't care...i do what i want...had a nice little chat with val the other night...it was long overdue, let me say...been thinking about calling her up for a while, but never got around to it...that seems to be the way of things with me... ( Read more... )

here are some different conclusions that i have come to through various means and thought processes ( Read more... )