so we FINALLY got the internet...i am in shock...it only took a week and a shit ton of phone calls to the cable company...but it has arrived, so i am happy...not that i wasn't happy before, but it's great being connected...i will be honest...anyway, epiphany of the evening: i have discovered the secret to being happy...don't worry...about anything ( Read more... )

signed the lease today for the house...i'm so excited, and i just can't hide it...anyway, moving in this weekend...i can barely wait...i get my own room and it's a new place and it's awesome and the landlord is cool as all get out...i have to keep reminding myself that i'm moving this weekend though, which i'll admit is kind of sad...for example, ( Read more... )

so hopefully this will make me feel better, but i have this feeling that i may get a talking to about this...that's okay though, cuz maybe that's what i need...so i've been having bad ideas going through my mind...things i kinda think would maybe not have been such a good idea to do but i would have liked to do...and things i wish i could still do ( Read more... )

i'm in an awesomely fabulous mood...don't really know why, cuz nothing spectacular has happened recently, but that's okay...i love being in a great mood...it makes me even happier...maybe it's a combination of little things...that's a possiblity...cuz i got a raise at work (whee yea), we're getting ready to move (which means i get my own room... ( Read more... )

so my realization for the evening is that i have been wallowing in self-pity..fuck a big bowl of that...i'm done with it...so from now on, i will be happy for everyone else and plaster a big huge goofy grin on my face...take that society...HA...i laugh in the face of despair....HAHAHAHA..."I just want to go through life thinking people are happy, ( Read more... )

so side note before i get started with what i was actually planning on saying: i love how when you post a comment to someone's journal the next screen that pops up says SUCCESS at the top...it cracks my shit up...could be cuz it's 3:30 in the morning, but i highly doubt that...doesn't take a whole lot to make me laugh, or at the very least smile... ( Read more... )

well i thought i had somthing to write about, but apparantly not...lots on my mind, but i'm not so much able to get it to make the leap from my brain to the keyboard...so now i don't know what i'm going to do with all the bad thoughts in my head, but i'll figure something out...god this blows..."Have you ever been to a place where hope was gone? ( Read more... )

so talking with my girl tonight, just moments ago, spurred some thoughts...things that i've been trying not to think about really, because if i did then i would get a little upest by it...but thought about them, got upset, decided to write...so here we go...you know, i'm not an extremely trusting or public person, so when i decide to share things ( Read more... )

i'm evil...eerily, horoscopes come true...mom, you know what that means...i'm about to get myself into some serious trouble...don't ask..."Some things you can't erase no matter how hard you try."

so today i got to make a fun trip to the immediate care center...following yesterday's trip to donate blood and all that ensued, i ended up with a contusion on my knee along with spraining it...i'm awesome...so i am now on crutches and codeine (?)...everything is an adventure...i mean who else do you know who can injury themselves in the most ( Read more... )