i live in a country where:

- we have no ethnic roots because americans are nothing but overpopulating immigrants

- no one cares

- sex isn't for love

- media sets the tone

- money is the biggest problem

- computers replace hobbies

- coffee replaces a 7 hour sleep

- teenagers are still children

- we abuse alcohol

- everyone is overweight

- women are ( Read more... )

i'm going to be a fucking sixteen year old little fucking shit forever.

rebellion without a cause, naivety, speeding in cars, american suburbs, promiscuity, being worried sick to the stomach, having new used clothes, gossiping, talking shit, fist fights, being up too late, being pretentious, being wrong yet always right, having crushes, asking dad ( Read more... )

i'm happy ( Read more... )

I want to run to neverland and fuck Peter Pan's brains out because I want to be a fucking freeloading, nonrent paying, whiny, bratty, innocent little shit for the rest of my life.

I fucking figured it out!

The only reason why I retreat to obsessing over Ryan is because he is the last person I've been with and I feel obligated to think about something!

See:

1.  I don't call him at all.
2.  I don't walk around his house anymore.
3.  I doubt I'd enjoy one more night with him.

There, it makes sense... I obligate myself to focus ( Read more... )

When at a loss for words, post a playlist, and pictures.

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I recently spoke to someone that I haven't seen in approximately two years, and with this conversation, I've stumbled across three unknown concepts:

1.  I am disgusted with how much regression former friends have made.  Tabitha is in rehab, Venus is disillusioned, and Josh is in a state of dislocation.  This makes me sad.  Regardless if we weren't ( Read more... )

why are humans full of shit 90% of the time?

i find it hard to believe that we possess one frontal lobe, one occipital lobe, and two temporal lobes... which are constantly filled with hogwash such as attraction.

yes, yes indeed attractions are fun and healthy.  but i think it's a perfect waste of neurotransmitting.  i wish i could store attraction ( Read more... )

Dear Cooper,

I know I'm not going to get a surprise email, or a surprise call; but I thought I'd let you know the truth to some things that I've left hidden.

When Tony and I stopped being friends, when I stopped talking to Erika and Enrique, when I stopped talking to you, and started talking to Rayna again... everything was hazy and hard to accept ( Read more... )

at the peak of insanity, you cut your friends as if they were wrists; and then you dry the blood, hoping that it scabs over and produces fresh skin to cut again.  but now you've scarred yourself... twice, if you want to be correct.