"I just want to feel safe in my own skin, i just want to be happy again ( Read more... )

im feeling a little better today..i had a quiz today in math and i hope i did good..i guess that my grade would be a low B but idk..i only hope i pass it because i cannot afford to fail this semester too..
life-wise..its been tough..and lord knows i knew it would be but man so much drama..yesterday i was upset about my dad and i was only looking for ( Read more... )

im trying so hard to not break down..even though i feel so happy i still cant stress enough how much im still struggling..life will never be easy..every thought i have it will somehow turn into something that will upset me..and i dont want to be upset even though i know i cant escape something like that..i still feel like crying and me trying to be ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel trapped..either that or two-faced..i'll say one thing to one person but i'll do the opposite of what i said..like i changed my mind but..idk if you would call that being two-faced or a hypocrite..idk..*sigh* i dont know what to do anymore i really wanna go to katies and just get away from all this crap again..im so glad i have her ( Read more... )

as much as i know that time is still going strong as fast as it can go..i still feel like its stopped..like im standing still and my life will never change..im sure im not the only one who thinks this every once in a while..but im really ready for another change..im glad my personality changed (some didnt notice cuz it wasnt that noticable) but i ( Read more... )

she doesnt know i envy her..she doesnt know that i envy every aspect of her life..she is far more beautiful than i will ever be and every time i look at her i only wish to be her..have her friends, have her looks, have her clothes..she can wear the clothes i wish i could and has the friends i wish i could have and has the type of relationship i ( Read more... )

well as most of you guys already know me and katie hung out friday night and saturday morning cuz i slept over at her house! it was so much fun and id have to make this entry really long in order to talk about all we did haha it was great i love that girl to death and back ( Read more... )

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o man..this day was absolutely awesome..cept for the first part..ok..first things first..this morning i come in and katies wearing her guy jeans! and im like NOO cuz i was gonna wear them with her and i was wearing regular girl jeans..so i got a little frusterated about that but then i blew it off but then eddie started sayin how my butt was bigger ( Read more... )

well..hmm..lots been goin on, but not really i guess for me it seems like a lot but for some of you it could seem like almost nothing..anywho ( Read more... )