i wish i remembered what happiness felt like.

it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

i dont think so.

when you cry and you feel like you cant go on, what do you do? you cant go to him because he is the one causing the pain. when you cant think of anything else..you cant just put it in the back of your head and carry on like nothing is wrong because everything is wrong. nothing is right. nothing feels right. you dont want to eat. you just want to ( Read more... )

this weeks diet. monday thru thursday:

a fish taco, part of a grilled cheese sandwich, some kettle corn, a hot dog and half a dinner salad.

somethings terribly wrong.

i know, i only update this about every other month. but i felt compelled to do so this afternoon ( Read more... )

im so curious as to how everything happens at once. i think they all get together and say "lets make some trouble and drive alex carpenter absoloutly insane". just a friend, or so i thought, tried to tell me i was committing a sin by being with anthony. i was told if im not going to marry him then i am "kissing someone elses husband". im sure that ( Read more... )

how do you make a link so you can see all the pictures and then you dont have to put it on the main page?

my life is FINALLY getting back in order ( Read more... )

i have had a headache every day for the past week. its really starting to get annoying. apparently i should pay a visit to dr. millane and see what is causing this problem. i am also going to try to go to the chiropractor. i my neck and back are causing me much discomfort ( Read more... )

so. the WHOLE break was crappy. and then i went back to school. and then it was the weekend!! and i was ready to gooooo.. and it turned out to be pretty much the best weekend in a loongg long time ( Read more... )