Razor blades and negative dispositions

[myaffectations]

Is it ok.. that all I can think about is this skin and this god awful hatred for it?

Is it alright.. that when I am lying awake at night and even when I dream my thoughts are of someone totally different than who I am?

Is it typical.. to want nothing more than to cut this flesh that envelops my body and seems to feed off of my emotions?

Is it

Comments

[vittel]

it is normal to feel like that, but it is not a "normal" feeling if that makes sense.

things will get better.

[dying_inside828]

I think it's normal. Cuz... I always feel the same way. So you're not really alone, but you kind of are. You know?
I love you.