If I could live without approval

I put my backpack on and walk around my side of the room like a married man in heels. I've been reteaching myself how to work a camera. After a few years you'd think I'd get it. I love the view from my room, beautiful green trees and a straight highway and everyone speeds. "in the back of your car I feel like I've traveled nowhere"

Where is a good location to take a year off? Work a low stress job where I could meet people, read and take photographs and such in my off time.
I want to experience something!

Home. I don't really know how to explain it except Jumping into the snow, Sledding at kincaid, Seeing Jeffery W., IHOP, House hunting, Music, 2nd trip to the airport, Moose, Bare feet and my own room and bed ( Read more... )

I think when I go back home I’ll miss the smell of cigarette smoke. When its ten below out you’re considered dim to go have a smoke. “It’s a social custom.” My mom says. I wish I wasn’t so aware of the immediate effects of smoking because I would love to be unhonest with everyone and ask to have a smoke, really implying that I wanted to have ( Read more... )

I got papers to start Film Club buuuut have no one to sign as Student Organization Representative #2 and #3. Rode my bike around today and got compliments. At lunch a kid was rightly complaining that there was no chicken noodle soup in the store, well there was but without the chicken (this is Evergreen)and him and his friend were talking about ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Sent my bomb,pirate and geoduck postcards to far away lands today and got some b&w pictures back from target. They made me smile and remember the warm times. I got a little robot that tells me when I have email. I love him he is H.O.T. "fuck my ass what else" Good conversations with Aunt about life and the conclution = rock the party. Seriously

Saw Modest Mouse last night. I had the best spot and the best night. I rocked out. It wasn't the happiest shows ever, but I was feeling lucky for everything I had. I got two posters from the show from Anna for my birthday. I miss cale.

Starting over. If starting at all.