i just talked to someone whom i havent talked to in about a month. i really thought i was past all of that. and him. but now im not so sure. i do know that i have a pit in my stomach thats making me want to throw up.
i went to balboa park today with my dad and little brother. it was nice. but i feel bad because i totally forgot about band practice with steve...poop. this will fuck up your friend page. i dont care.
well, everything kind of sucks right now. everything sucks alot. i dont really want to go to the HH show now because im in such a bad mood. i hate this. i feel like im going to throw up.
today was good times. i got a purse. im getting hooked up with this hot guy. woo for that. someone fix my jounral!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please!!!