it's been really long since i've written in this. like, really long. i think i'm gonna start it up again. it could be nice. anyways, well, what i've been up to? nothing...well thats a lie. i guess i've been up to a lot. since my last entry, i've been fired from 2 jobs. in the last entry i just met a boy...and now i have been dating him for almost 9 ( Read more... )

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i'm getting a new hole in my face today. maybe one in my wrist, depending on the price...i don't know. it's going to be a good day though.

<3

i am not proud to announce that hell has officially surfaced. majority of us will die shortly ( Read more... )

It's like you're a drug ( Read more... )

i am so stupid. i wish i knew better then to waste my time with this. i feel like i have put my life on hold. i'm waiting for something that i will never have. why do i have to sit here, trying to convince myself to forget about the past and move on. 'm seriously a moron for being the way i am ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

you drive me crazy...oh oh....like no one else....oh oh....you drive me crazy and i can't help myself...

ps. seriously, i need you back

writing has been really hard lately. i have so much to write about to, but whenever i put it on paper, it's just whiney. seriously. i have one mediocre one...it's not finished, but i'm liking it alright. hopefully something will hit me so i can write like i used to ( Read more... )