i just feel like shit...on daily bases. I hate this... honestly feel like somethings wrong with me.
stress stresss stress.

im stupid...nuff said.

just arrived back...not in the best of moods, but then again when is anybody? not really sure....i guess theres just those days when things dont go exactly as planned, and you just feel like shit. Im upset, i did nothng to her and she just yells at me as if i did. I hate how i get lectured on stupid shit...about getting pregnant...fucking around ( Read more... )

im tired of being the fool...tired just fuckin being me... i have thee lowest self esteem, and i hate it, nothing helps it, im soo just FUCK. I hate this feeling.......................................so much so fuckin much = ( feel like just crying.... i cant help it, i really cant i hate feelings and how it takes complete control. FUCK IT ALL

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this year wasnt the best, could have been better if i woulda kept my priorities straight. Learned From my mistakes, gotta redeem myself for my own sake. 10th grade was stressful, but it was all preserverence, i got thru it and ended up on top, here i am in 11th grade, not close to where i wanna be, bullshits been getting in the way, mentality all ( Read more... )

time changes everything.... and feelings and things in between. WHy do we hurt others, i dont plan it, never wanted to, it just happens. Ive changed, my mentality......everything. Im not responsible for other ppl's feelings, ugh i moved on, he's obviously still stuck in the past..its not my fault, I lost intrest, lost feelings,i didnt want to move ( Read more... )

4am visits this weeknd, were priceless....... i had so much fun. Im happy =-)
nuff of that im tireddd.. mimis time.

im not asking for my way, but i wont do it you're way,meet me here half way, because i would sure hate to hit the high way.........................

TO:

FRM:

im happpy.... i realized alot in just a few minutes... its really got a hold of me. What can i say? thru all the things ive been thru, ive realized that 0ne... is the one that makes me weak.

i feeeeeeeeeeeeel GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

ps, im gonna looose weight, im tired of being fat, ppl say im not but seriously im not comfortable with myself.