has happend...its a lil too late for me to mention it all...i'll doo it 2maro ( Read more... )

no more eating.. im disgusted of my weight...blah insecurities to the max!

i just dont really care at all anYMORE.

ughhhhhh
dreading the fuk out of everything!
seriously...
Andrews a bitch, everyones a bitch..wat the fuck is new?!

UCSB, CSULB, UCI,UCR,CSUN....and LMU...
shhhit will c what happen =]

i fucking hate sundays..there boring and lame. I wanna head off to the mall... my fucking mom and sister are ridiculously stupid... i dont want nething to do with them anymore. I hate them both, pieces of shit can never do anything for me, i hate thi shit.

i need new friends, new fam, and a new life.

does it get ne boring!! its such a drag being hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmme!
blah, anyways today me and my sister faught...tell me about it! BULLLSHIT, fukn bitch man she made my lip swell and bleed. I just wanna go out and feeel fucking goood!.

im about 17yrs old already...its starting to kik in...im almost an adult, im almost in college,and most of all im scared. Ive been waiting and waiting for this moment, this time, to be a SENIOR period....its all comming so fast....time can u slow down? let me breathe ( Read more... )

oh how i miss it....where are u?!

whats wrong with me?...insecurities never fail...always stuck in the same mode.. i fuck up things so much,god i have this tendency to push whoever or whatever away from me, and i dont even realize it...i dont blame him for the grudges he has against me...i was real immature when he met me.....blah have i not redeemed myself? i swear i love him ( Read more... )

self explanatory
thats it im done.. no more.