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Does love exist?
He told me he loved me.
His love seemed so strong.
How could he walk away like that and for so many months not even care if I am alive?
How can I believe in love after that? I am not sure if I want to anymore.
He was my soulmate. Someone who could see me through. Yet, he made a decision not to be with me. And I told him to walk away.
I don't ( Read more... ) -
A new era beginning
In some ways livejournal save my sanity.
I moved here ten years ago. Just a bit more.
Re-reading my entries from back then I know that fundamentals of me did not change. There have been many events, many people, but me deep inside did not change. I only became smarter, stronger.
I've gone through some major depressions, deep pain of broken ( Read more... ) -
Thank you for a lesson, Daniel
All of a sudden I found myself falling into a rabbit hole.
The feelings that I thought were buried long ago showed up, and showed up deep.
I thought, maybe it was an illusion. So I went with it, jumping with my head into the water like I always do with everything.
Then you hurt me. Ironically, I saw it coming. Yet, I was oblivious to my gut ( Read more... ) -
Crazy dreams
Last night I had this amazing dream ( Read more... ) -
ENTP
how many time you questioned you idea... that is not English... but who cares ( Read more... ) -
what a fuck up
It is very frustrating when your home situation is in shit, but you cannot do anything about it ( Read more... ) -
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One thing I was caught off guard with when Ofer joined is that all decisions from now on were needed to be taken in collaboration ( Read more... ) -
Lonely journey
A story is onyl a story when it is successfull. Now I gotta keep up and keep the story, so that those women who came up to A. and told him that I was inspiring, truly believe in me ( Read more... ) -
One more lesson from yesterday
Once you have been thrown into a cold water, the big waves are not that
scary anymore and you don't care to fall down again.
So just don't care to fall down from the start.
