i want to rewind, rewind, rewind.
& fast forward.

today is numb.

not knowing what i feel about anything.
not understanding mistakes & decisions.
wondering what to do about everything & not understanding where to go or who to look at.
i mess up most of what i do.

i miss everything, too.

no. really.

cos there's always this sinking feeling that things will never be this or that good again.

i figured it out.

we both have crooked faces.

this is the time that i need to start praying.

roll the window down,
this cool night air is curious.
let the whole world look in.
who cares who sees anything...

alone with the music. it's good & it's better & it's best.
the beginning of a new tomorrow.

i hate that girl.

whatev.

spending too much time reworking the underwire back into my favorite teal victoria's secret bra ( Read more... )

i want this to be what i want it to be.

when it comes down to what is & what was
that's when you begin to wonder why the colors are all fading
but it's not even fall yet
& why you were picked to be left behind
& thrusted into a spot where your square edges don't exactly fit into the circular mold
always wondering why.being on the giving end, screaming for receivers ( Read more... )

type type type like someone cares ( Read more... )

so stupidly drifting over highways and backyards ( Read more... )