boo. i'm a myspace junkie and my poor

lj is neglected.

sometimes my heart bleeds...

but I never die

I'm a child. I wanted it sooo soo badly. but how could something so magnificant actually be attainable? Nothing truly is ( Read more... )

Kersti invited me over for coffee this morning quite randomely. When she looked at me I could tell why. It's election day. Nick's name is plastered all over town. There are people waving it on street corners. She knew it would take a toll on me ( Read more... )

You packed your last two bags ( Read more... )

Sarah Beth is scared to death as she sits here all alone ( Read more... )

I feel like I am spiraling downward. There is so much to take in and my eyes have this tunnel vision. Everything is wrong ( Read more... )

It is late. I am exhausted. I have been drinking wine and my fingers are fumbly. Is fumbly a word? I am listening to "don't forget to remember me" and im actually missing my family. I sent them all an e-mail tonight, with fumbly fingers and all. oops ( Read more... )

Things about this very moment ( Read more... )

We must move. Our house has been sold. We have 30 days to get out. I have cried about a million tears today. Maybe this is why I was so low yesterday. Maybe I sensed it ( Read more... )