so once again

[mybonesareyours]

i prove myself a failure.. i dont even want to go into the details of my weekend, but basically i cannot do anything right and i just end up f*in up so badly.. anyway im back up, i dont even want to talk about how much right now.. but i feel miserable.. and i want to rip my body apart.. im fasting again this week.. it will be really hard but im

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[c_regression]

Wow, we really are very similar! I'm just curious, have you had diagnosed eating disorders in the past?

How exactly does the dextrim work? The name sounds kinda familiar, but I don't really know anything about it.

Good luck with your weight goals, you can completely do it!

[mybonesareyours]

i have never been diagnosed since nobody really seemed to care, though im kind of glad because it lets me live in my own world without worrying about all of that.. the dexatrim at least for me is an appetite supressant, so i dont want to eat as long as i take it.. it could just be all in my mind though.. haha good luck to you too!! stay strong..

<3

Um...

[trueteleiophile]

Not that it's any of my business (since I just came to comment on the story) but this entry struck me... I just want to say that this is a terribly unhealthy way to lose weight and that if you're already hovering around 100 lbs (unless you're only like 4 feet tall) you really don't need to lose any more. Looks like you're deep into the ana thing and probably don't think it's a problem, but if on the off-chance you feel like you need to talk to someone on the outside... message me. Otherwise, I hope you find happiness somehow.