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Happenings Since
On early Sunday morning, at two in the morning to be precise, ( I called James. ) -
You tell me.
Chatlog from Wednesday night/early Thursday morning. This is going to be posted in two entries because it's too long. Read them and tell me what you think.
( 12:28AM - 1:18AM ) -
Revoltingly Unfaithful, Continued
I spent this afternoon with James.
( Either I am good at feigning interest, or it's not difficult just because it's a habit. ) -
Revoltingly Unfaithful
I cannot sleep. I cannot eat. I almost want to die. James will be back in town today, ( and dear God, how far I have strayed since seeing him last. ) -
I always miss the springtime in the fall - All of a Sudden
"Healthy love - something that I'm scared of,
Feels like a conspiracy, why is he so nice to me?
You give, he takes, he gives, you turn away, why do you turn away?
He gives me sweet, healthy love - so why do you turn away?
Why can't you be satisfied?"
Everything has been going well with James, ( and I have a sudden, irrational, unexplainable urge to end our relationship. )
