i really f*in hate this

[mybonesareyours]

i really f*in hate that i miss him so much.. and i dont know why.. what the hell is wrong with me.. i dont get it.. i have the perfect.. well maybe not perfect but perfect for me.. boyfriend.. who i want to spend the rest of my life together.. so why in hell do i miss him.. what is going on with me and my head.. its not like we even had that great

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[kateecrunk]

I have the same problem. I'm with the boy i want to spend the rest of my life with i think. but, i still miss my last little relationship. When i was with him, he made me feel skinny and beautiful. He never told me those things, i just felt it. When we stopped talking, i got really depressed because he liked a girl way skinnier and prettier than me. I still miss him like crazy. So i try to act like i hate him so that i have an excuse not to be around him.

[mybonesareyours]

yeah its just weird. i ended up hating the guy after we broke up cuz it was messy. but now its like.. ugh

[kateecrunk]

it's understandable. That's how it was with my ex before that. But things got better. i wish you luck! If you figure anything out or need to talk just let me know :)