as a follow up.  Rearranging my room and getting new furniture did help.  Going to the gym did help.  It turns out, if i pay attention to myself, i can make myself more satisfied.  I still don't like my job and i still feel disconnected from some of the most important people in my life, but i am working on it now.  i am active.

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 will rearranging my room help me rearrange my life?

I feel disconnected from people. I do not have enough time to connect.

I feel disconnected from my hobbies, I do them but feel rushed when I do.

I still do not have time to work out.  I still do not have time to relax.

I love my new job.  It is great and interesting and its in the middle of historic philly and so pretty and nice and enjoyable and i don't mind getting up at 445 and i don't mind the train rides and i don't mind not getting home until close to 7. I am well liked by the people who matter there and i think that i will be moving up quickly which will ( Read more... )

 miss boyfriend + his guitar.

It is true.  But i am very busy.  I stopped liking my job so set off trying to find a new one.  I was successful and will start my new job with the Department of the Navy in Philadelphia on March 23rd.  I am exciting about it, but also nervous, I can't get away with wearing jeans to work anymore.  I also have to get up at 5 am now and ride the ( Read more... )

 Malcom X is so badass.  I love reading.  I want to go to the bookstore again.

I have wanted to write for a few days now. but i am tired of the puter by the time i get home ( Read more... )

i worked out today. i feel good. i cannot workout tomorrow because i am going to see THE BLACK KEYS!!!!!!!! but i will work out on Friday.

i may join a gym about 10 minutes from my house.  it costs 20 bucks a month. but more importantly my exboyfriend doesn't work there. (why i quit the old gym for the record)

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