I'm going to Hawaii!!!! Not til next summer, but I don't care! I get to spend a month in Hawaii with boy toy when he gets back from Iraq. Huh, I wonder if I'll even get out of the house enough to see the place lol. Now I just have to save up a shit ton of money.

dating is so flipping weird and confusing. i don't like it. well that's a lie, it can be fun, but right now it's a mess. one boy is gone for the summer but he calls me and texts me all the time, another took me out on a real date (had to wear a dress and everything), and then there's the one that could get me in trouble. He's not trouble because he ( Read more... )

how do i go from no guys at all, to three wanting my attention at once? So i've got the one that likes me alot, the one that i like alot, and the one that i'm pretty sure just wants in my pants. Hmmm....

boys. boys. boys. i don't think i hate them anymore.

I'm so glad February is over. Alex told me a few weeks ago that February was a bad month and I just laughed. Fuck, it's been a terrible month. I can count on one hand how many times I've been sober. I can count on 10 hands how many bad things have happened this month. I'm not talking "I've had a bad day." terrible things. I'm talking "Why haven't ( Read more... )

this is what you would say if we cleaned your apartment ( Read more... )

Alex and I took a field trip to wal-mart at 2 in the morning. We walked around and talked about everything. It was exactly what I needed. The night consisted of...

"Alex, how does this shit happen to me? It's not like glitter shoots out of my vagina!" ~Me

ALEX: Maybe he has the same problem you have.
ME:What? He has glitter shooting out of his

go on. tell her you love her. i fucking dare you. i wasted too much time.

So, I'm just going to follow in the footsteps of my fellow MHS graduates. I'm going to marry the next person that asks, move into a double wide and pop out a bunch of hillbilly kids.

Nikki's home. I am complete...at least for the next few days.