George Bush talks about ending terrorism, but the biggest terrorist threat right now is in the U.S.A ( Read more... )

Hmmmm... Very very bored at home. Finally took a shower and shaved Feel good today. Getting happier, getting more sane. Might go party on Tuesday, or be designated driver rather. Might be fun. Preparing for Christmas, still got shopping to do. No family to hang out with. I'll spend the night with my Mom on Christmas Eve and probably stop ( Read more... )

Well I FINALLY got my stereo working in my Civic. HOORAY! I feel better today, at work and very bored and very hungry. AK has to work like 16 hours today, sucky, sucky... Finally on Tuesday I'll have my first day off in a long time. That makes me happy. I'm broke that makes me sad. A little bit of last minute Christmas shopping on Tuesday ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me. Starting tomorrow I live a new life. I just need somebody right now and there's no one to run to. Why can't I just be a normal happy person. I miss my old friends, I miss my band, I miss my life. Everyone is so different now and I am too. I'm spinning out of control and I really need someone to fall back on ( Read more... )

GRRR, all we want is for some people to be our friends. Why does eveyone avoid us. It seems like the only people that hang out with us just want to have sex with us or really dont like us. I'm tired of shady people and I'm tired of this place. Thank you to the jack offs that were always really fucked up friends that we did nothing to but try to ( Read more... )

So I've decided to cool it on the drugs and/or alcohol for a while. It makes me a person I don't want to be. I say things I don't mean, I act like an idiot. All it does is bring out all my stress and make me turn into and instant asshole. Life is getting kind of weird and pretty scary, I'm scared of the future for once after years of pretending ( Read more... )

I HATE George W. Bush...

WOW, I feel like shit and she makes me smile. How does she always know how to make me smile. Even if we we're just friends forever, I never want to lose her again. I love her, she really keeps from falling off the deep end. She's my best friend and the Love of my life.

-I'm Landon Aytes and I approve this message...

WHY CAN'T I EVER FUCKING SLEEP. FUCK ALL THE DRUGS I'VE DONE...

-This rant brought to you by the fucking idiots in my brain keeping me awake...

Way too many drugs... I feel like shit. I'm lonely and sad and cold... EMO EMO... On the upside I had a really fun night w/ AK. She makes me smile and makes me really happy a lot of the time. I tip my cup to her for all that she does for me. I cigarette and some well deserved sleep now. I want to run away to a new town where I can ruin my ( Read more... )