grrr.... i'm in a bad mood and i have no smokes.... oh woe is me

I just got to work at 6:30 am from best buy... i got there at 4:45 am and the line was alreeady around the whole strip. there was at least 1,000 people there i kid you not. If god came down on Christmas day, I know exactly what he'd say. He'd say Oi to the Punx, and Oi to the Skins, and Oi to get in line, or you'll never get in.... Fuckin pre ( Read more... )

grr work sucks. so all the friends i have besides alicia and chad are flakes. makes me mad. i suck at pool now... grrr, i used to be good. i wish some of the other people i know would actually hang out w/ me sometime. whatever, we've learned over the years that people are stupid and cannot be trusted... lol, take it easy my fellow idiots...

I hate my family, i hate myself, and I hate YOU. Yes, YOU... I'm so sick of being stressed out every momment of my life and sick of being fucking poor. Oh well, maybe I'll get fired and fall into debt and then the fun will really begin. I have to liquid and I have to talk on the phone for 9 hours. I forgot my drink at home cause I had to run ( Read more... )

I've come to realize many things these past couple weeks. Thank you very much. I need to start making some changes in my life and make smarter life decisions. I catch you guys on the sane side...

Let's see... Got invited to a party by the crazy girl that lives in our complex. I'm not big on parties. Crystal flaked out again, grr to Crystal. Alicia's at her mom's. I'm pretty bored. Maybe if I were more social I'd have more friends, lol. Oh well, I'm happy being a hermit. I think I have social anxiety... lol, you can put a label on ( Read more... )

Well, I'm feelin way better today. We settled with the car dealership and i'll drive away on Monday with the Civic for under $4,000... So goodbye to my O' so beloved boat. I'll really miss it. It really did it's time considering I had for a year and half and only paid $1,000 for it without a break down. If only girls were so dependable. ( Read more... )

I guess it's the way things were meant to be... I'm really confused these days and really tired of life. Oh well... Push on! lol, take it easy sane people of the world...

I need to learn how to chill the fuck out...

jeez, alicia certaintly knows how to make my day better. ive been really down for a while now but she still makes me smile. shes the only real supportive person ive ever met. the only one who asks me to play music for them, the only one that does thing i like even she doesnt like them, the only one that lets me play video games, and the only one ( Read more... )