today was the worst day ive had in a really long time. shall i commence the bitching ( Read more... )

well im awake now and i still feel sick. I hate the doctor. me and Alicia and my dad sat in there for like 6 hours with needles in my arms just for them to say they dont know whats wrong and give me pills. I hate them so much. I still feel like shit. People are crazy. I want to move. I can't stop missing work. Im dropping out of school but ( Read more... )

i love her, tonight she proved to me that every word that comes out of her mouth is true. she did something for me that has made me happier than i could ever imagine. she really does care about me. im actually happy. say what you want about her, shes done more for me in two years than anyone has done in my life ;)

well the past week has been quite interesting to say the least. yesterday i spent 6 hours in the ER taking blood tests and cat scans to find out i was alright... Damn IV's hurt so bad. Now I have muy muy drugs. Things are going kinda good between me and Alicia. I took he rout to dinner to earlier but now I think shes mad at me... :-/ I told ( Read more... )

I feel like shit right now... I hate no being able to sleep. :-/

ok, so i feel better now. im at work, i threw up and i feel a little better... i get kind of moody sometimes and i guess thats why people who dont really understand hate me so much, lol.... anyway, i feel better, im sorry to people i pissed off by being crazy... now i start to make things better, first off, going to work all the time... money ( Read more... )

it's always gonna suck and it's always gonna be hard... you think i'd be used to it by now. oh well, push on i guess... i hate that im always going to poor, no matter what i do... i hate that im such a jerk to everyone i know... i hate that im so scared of my dad... i hate that im a fucking psycho and everyone can see it. thats why i have no ( Read more... )

bah,work is boring. what's with everyone sayingi'm hacking their accounts? first lynnette and now kotter. jeez, people are too paranoid. i think i have better things to do than hack people's accounts. hahaha, i love it. apparantly people think i'm mean or something. i'm such a nice guy. lol. it's not true. i think i'll cut my wrist to ( Read more... )

yay, work is so boring. this weekend was one of the funnest of my life... we went to anti-flag in phoenix and albequerque... i also got to spend the weekend with just alicia. it was so stress free and fun. i got a ticket for going 84 in a 75 on the interstate in the middle of fucking nowhere.. fuckin pigs... haha, anyway we had a really good ( Read more... )

alicia just got back from peeing for her drug test and i have decided i am inventing the vagina funnel for peeing in cups. it must be hard to pee i a cup if your a girl, now i'll make a funnel and it will be easier than ever. no more mess... yay, i'm a genious...