Teehee! okay, here goes it. Today I got back from spink's. we had fun, or I did. For the past two days I went with her and her dad and Hamza, aka Jebus, and Ali to the Flea Market. Ali sported his emo hair. muy cute-o!? lol muy cute. and we saw flames on a little truck. very cute too. and we cleaned and cleaned, not so fun, but there were good ( Read more... )

well in this corner there's me and in that corner, there is Spinks. I'm straightening her new short hair. she looks prettiful with it short. very prettyfulness. anyone want her? yea i know u do ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's been a while and there have been many changes ( Read more... )

It's not just about choosing a president because in Texas, that vote doesn't even matter. It's more about chosing the right thing to do and when to say, "no". Jesus came over, and it was great. We went in the room and were there, and just like last time, we were both nervous. Like little kids. So cute! and then I had to kiss him. I couldn't hold ( Read more... )

Okay, so today, or yesterday, whatever you want to call it was awesome. No, I did not see or hear from Jesus, but I understand and know why. so that's okay. BUT I did go to the massjid and I learned a few new things. Also, Mari gave me a hijab and I wore it. I think it's just a matter of time until I convert. I partied, I know it's not for me. I ( Read more... )

When you really care about someone, and you know you aren't supposed to touch them at all. no hugs, nothing, it is difficult to follow. what makes it even more difficult is when that person tries to hug you. well, last night Jesus came over. the muslim guy. :) and we were here, like little kids, giggling out of nervousness, sitting on opposite ends ( Read more... )

It's so crazy. My day can totally completely suck, but when I talk to him, I feel good. I mean, I know that I'm going to have my days when I miss Manny but this guy completely makes me forget him. I love being able to talk to him and hear his voice, his laugh, his sarcastic comments. Spinks, you know bout him. He's the Hispanic guy I told u about. ( Read more... )

Maybe this LJ is turning into my friend. Maybe it's more than that. I think it's getting to where if I ever feel sad or upset, I go here because I feel there is no where else to go, no one else to turn to ( Read more... )

I know I should leave it alone, but last night, I had a dream. About us. And it hurt. Strange though, because I wasn't even thinking about him when I went to sleep. Sad thing is... I wish it were true. Though I wasn't completely happy in my dream, I was somewhat happy. Happier than I am not. I really need to foget him. Anyway, this was one of his ( Read more... )

Yeah, stupid huh? well what's more stupid is the fact that someone belives a "friend" instead of the person they are supposed to marry. I finally figured out the mystery behind him calling me a whore. Apparently I tried to "fuck" his best friend. WHoever that is, I have no idea. I was apparently trying to get some without even knowing it. He said I ( Read more... )