Manny: Your a whore, you were born one and you'll die one ( Read more... )

So, okay time has passed. The wound should be healed, right? All that should remain is a scar. But it isn't like that at all. I miss him so much. I do. I try not to, but it's not really something I can control. I may have these guys that like me or whatever, but they don't compare. If he reads these posts, which I highly doubt, I'm sure he feels ( Read more... )

Well, last night was quite interesting. We (my friend, who we shall call Janie) and my friend Jon were going to a party, but it didn't work out. So my friend Tony, who'd called me earlier inviting me to another party, was called. We decided we would go to his party ( Read more... )

Well, NYC no more. Or at least I dont think that would be smart of me. I had a little chat with my Government prof who has a degree in political science and he said that if I am seriously wanting to go into politics, it's better if i stay in Texas. and I trust his opinion. so I'm applying to UNT for the spring semester. Besides, wanting to get away ( Read more... )

I'm at spink's right now in her room. where is she? :( her sister is listening to ozzy's crazy train. and im in her room on her laptop. i went downstairs, but i didnt see her, did she leave me? hey, dude, when u read this, I know I said I wannna trade spaces with u for a week, but u should have at least told me u were leaving.. lol ( Read more... )

Our love was an illusion. A simple fantasy. A search for love in a friendship that could be nothing more. We are young as they say. We've got so much to learn. We were great friends, but the fantasy we wanted to live destroyed it all. Insecurities nourished the fantasy. I'm no good, I deserve nothing more went through my mind. In the end, the ( Read more... )

Another day and no Reda. Eh.. well. I dont know what going on. If this is not meant to be it isn't. I wasn't attached anyway. haha. Anyway, I am really trying to learn about Islam right now. I want to learn all I can. And apply it. I saw this movie today, looked like complete BS. I think it's called Not Without My Daughter. I don't think a lot of ( Read more... )

I'm watching Pocahontas! lol. Today, I read a lot about Islam. It is so fascinating, and Bush is an idiot for thinking they are bad people. They really aren't. A lot of their beliefs make so much sense to me. They are completely justified. Not like christianity. No offense to you christians. but seriously, it is amazing. I want to ride a magic ( Read more... )

Sometimes you cry simply because the words "I love you." are too painful to hear from someone you don't love. Sometimes you just want to curl up and die. If only your friend would come back, and all would be forgotten. Somedays love is too painful to think about yet too difficult to ignore. Knowing you will break someone's heart by telling them ( Read more... )

yeah, so whats. that is an ashley simpson song. but i like it! anyway, these are the names of my future arabic children. girls = rania + mia + sofia ....male = yassine + tarek + fadi. what do you think? or maybe I shouldnt even ask that question. lol. I'm immensely happy right now. even though I'm living two lives, im happy. I'm happy with the life ( Read more... )